I'm back again, and I'm intrigued to know how well I'm going to do this time around. It's going to take some preparing and definitely some pushing, but mentally I feel like I need to start this soon.
Everything has been completely crazy in my life, I have been running myself ragged. I've finally got myself 2 jobs, which is one more than I originally needed and I've started University. I am now studying Graphic Communication with Typography, it's painful and to say I am struggling is an understatement, but I am trying.
I've found myself unstable, and struggling to deal with positive thoughts, I've been very self critical lately. I don't know if it's because I don't feel like I'm good enough or not, but I do know one thing I am going to practise healthy thinking.
Every time I say something bad I have to say something good, it's going to be difficult to do but my mind will eventually get used to it.
I will also hopefully be starting gym again soon, I don't get very many spare hours now-a-days, but I will try my very best to stay on top of University work and also to stay on top of work, then I will be able to attend gym without any worries in the world.
I am going to be doing my best to update this blog on an almost regular basis, I will be hopefully using it as a fitness journal.
I may even look into making a special page for the journal and then the main blog page can be dedicated to other important posts like changes, etc.
Wish me luck everyone.
